So I was studying with my mom for my History Test tomorrow.. .and not to brag or anything.. ..but DANG!!...I am an expert in that class!!! .but I absolutley love that class..I mean..I know that Mr. Eckstien is kinda wierd..but I liked the way that he taught...there was a lot of hands on stuff.... ....most of my class doesn't like him.....but.... ..who cares what they think anyways..... ..So I was studying.. and no..... ..I didn't know some of the answers word perfect..and she kept getting mad at me.....My heck....I'm not going to memorize the whole freakin worksheet..... ..who would anyways??..... ...So yeah..back to my story..somehow mom and daddy started talking about college.....and my sister brought up how I was lucky that I would be going..... ...my mom started to laugh and she said "Chelsea?.....college..you must be kidding..there is no way that she will make it into college!!"......... For me.....not going to college isn't an option.....I asked my mom why she would say something like that........ ...and she said "Look at your grades..with those horrible things..there is no way...you will need a miracle to get in" ...I wanted to cry...but I couldn't because daddy was there....I hate it when he sees me cry....... .....I don't know why I am such a big dissapointment to my parents......I really do try...I mean...yeah..I party......but....... ..I really really thought that life was supposed to be fun....I mean...yeah...hard work.....but I like to laugh during the work....... ..that way I can survive.....if that makes sense.... I can't believe that my mom would say something like that...I thought that she believed in me...I mean..no...I'm not the perfect straight A student.....but you don't have to be..... ..I do ok....I mean....I'm not THAT bad....am I?? I mean.......hmm... no school doesn't really matter to me..I'm just not the student type....but I work hard....even though I hate it.... ....I try and remember to get things in....but sometimes...people forget...and I have made up everything that I can..... ...I thought that this was good enough...obviously it isn't for mom.....daddy is another story......I have always and always will be daddy's little girl..... ....He understands...I think...no...I'm not a genius....but I'm not stupid either...I'm good at English and stuff like that..I mean...grammer..nouns..verbs...all that jazz....I'm just not so good at the math side of things.... ..I never have been....that's why I don't understand why mom expects me to get an A in Chemistry...HELLO??.....Where has she been all this time.?.... ..I feel like such a failure when I talk to her..that why I have taken to talking to daddy......He gets it..... ..at least he acts like he does...I didn't know that I was such a..... ...big disappointment to my mom.....