I'm back home. I've been here for like.. 15 hours and already things have taken a turn for the worse. My mom yelled at me and my sisters are already bitching about everything I do... All I've had time to do is shower, unback, do laundry and sleep. So I guess my very existance is enough to piss everyone here off. I'm heading back to the Grand Canyon. Training to be a waitress. I'm a little nervous I don't think I deal with customers in a good way. But they make alot of money and that's what this comes down to. I'm going back to Inoke. And yes.. it's not a good idea. I love the kid but I hate tasting rita while we make out. Silly boy. I wish I made better choices, but... this is my life and this is the way things have always been. I can try and change it. But it just goes back to the way things were. Jess and Nichelle were hideous today. I hated seeing them. To think that we were such good friends... and now.. nothin. Such is life.