It's raining outside, and when running in it I couldn't feel the tears trickling slowly down my face. With the thunder rolling so loudly and the lightning flashing violently across the black streaked sky I could barely hear myself scream. One day I'm going to think that life is fair, and one day, for me, life will be fair. When that day will come, well..who knows? But it will, as surely as the sun will rise tomorrow. It's like he takes a razor and slides it along the outside of my ever fragile heart. The cutting is not enough to quite kill me, but it's enough to leave a scar forever. It's even enough to make me think for one moment that I am missing and loving the thing that I want so badly. It's so desperatly far away. I don't mean to say that I hate when this thing write to me, says that he misses me, says that he cares for me. But it makes it worse when he says "I love you".."I want you"...." I had a dream last night, and when I woke up I shattered the mirror with my fist because you weren't beside me." I know he thinks he is making things better, telling me this...but it doesn't help, because I miss him to. Doesn't he know that when he writes me that..it just makes it harder, because I want to run to him..but how could I run 10,000 miles. I'm trying to forget those feelings, because right now...I am here..and he is there...and there is absolutley nothing that I can possibly do about it. I'm sorry for thinking wrongly of you, I'm sorry that I can't feel the same way right now. But you are not here...I can not see you everyday. I don't see you at school, or the pool, or at home, or at the games, movies, musicals. You are not here. I can't feel that way. s.o.r.r.y I know what you're thinking I can see it in your face But don't worry baby Nobody else could ever take your place Oh, no I understand how you could Feel the way you feel Just let me show you that my love for you is real If I can't stop the rain I'll be there to shelter you If I can't stop the pain I'm gonna be the one to comfort you If I can't stop the rain Gonna cover you will all my love 'Til the hurt is gone away If I can't stop the rain You watch the lovers all around you Walking out on love But not us baby 'Cause forever is all I'm thinking o Forever If I can't stop the rain I'll be there to shelter you If I can't stop the pain Then I'll be the one to comfort you If I can't stop the rain Then I'll cover you will all my love 'Till the hurt is gone away If I can't stop the rain If I can't stop the rain Baby, you know I'm always Gonna be there for you If I can't stop the pain Gonna be the one to comfort you If I can't stop the rain Gonna cover you with all my love 'Til the hurt is gone away If I can't stop the rain