trapped~butterfly

Listening to: none
Feeling: affectionate
I logged onto the site and looked up in to top left hand corner of my diary. There is a box with a white butterfly in it. It kinda reminds me of a friend of mine. Her name is Lee. She's so...amazing, she has so many talents, she has so many skills that I wish she would share with the world. I wish that she would open up and let people know how great she was. I just wish that I could break that clear box that is surrounding her existence..and set her free. She wants to....but....she's so set in her comfort zone and all she can think about is what everyone else is thinking of her. I wish she wouldn't. She has so much to give, and so many people would love to learn what she has learned. I just wish that I could make her see. Anyways....enough said about that. I have nothing intersting to say about anything. I'm so boring lately..Nothing exciting ever happens to me anymore..everything is so...dull..and.....well...just a haze of boredom day after day, after day, after day. I wish somehting would happen. Hmm, maybe I'll throw a party this weekend or something..for no reason what so ever, and we do..fun stuff. I mean yeah, movies are great, but lets go out and spend a little money. You only get to be young once. Anyways...I'm just really.....phlegmatic right now (I found out what that word means, it mean...emotionless). yeah..that's how I'm feeling. ~Ammicable means...friendly~
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good word.
i mean the one that means freindly.
wee!
have i ever meet Lee? She worked with you at the Logan Aquatic Center didn't she?
have i ever meet Lee? She worked with you at the Logan Aquatic Center didn't she?
omg i no how u feel!! nothing exciting ever happens to me either!! i went to lay in my basement this morngin and relixed how lonly it was!! it used to always be filled wit people having a good time and music! that hasnt happend in a long time!!! i think u ahve inspired me to throw a party!!