*sigh* Things always seem to get messed up when other people say things they know I don't want said. I guess that's just the way it is with me. I"m sorry David thinks I'm a freak now....I"m sorry that he doesn't want to hang out anymore. I don't like him that way.....I wish people would stop thinking that I do. Just because I flirt with a guy doesn't mean that I actually have feelings for him. I still think that he would be awesome ot hang out with. He reminds me of the boy of my dreams...Guido...and guido's coming back tomorrow. 5 bucks says that he won't even call me. Or we won't get to hang out. 5 bucks says that I will once again miss my chance..my first time. We had a team meeting on team unity. It was pretty good I guess...it sure established one thing..the freshman girls are paranoid. The reason why we aren't all "buddy-buddy" with them is because...well.... 1. they don't go to sky view with us. 2. they aren't in the swim class with all of us. 3. they don't hang out with us during lunch..like when we chill at taco time and stuff. 4. they are younger and what's cool to them may not be cool to us. and so on and so forth. You all get the main picture. mm..I love this song.....good music makes me smile. Sometimes I wish that everything was perfect...but then I would get bored.