School was ok. Lunch was fun. Practice was good. (only 2,500 yds. I'm taporing now) Throughout the day I felt I was in some kind of alternate reality where no one could actually see me. I could hear myself think for once. I'm not sure what it was about today. I missed him badly. Maybe it was the fact that the day was clear and bright and I wasn't doing anything fun and exciting. I wasn't out climbing trees or sledding. Instead I was doing nothing. And not particularly liking it. Or maybe I just wanted someone to talk with. Whatever the reason the fact remains that today......I felt heartsick. *sigh* I feel like playing the drums.