Hmm..... I was thinking about Jeff today..yes I know..it's wierd...but he's wierd. I never really noticed how funny and light hearted he was. Like today...he randomly goes up to coach...bends down on one knee..and gives her back her sunglasses. I always thought of Jeff as a ...... shy..not so out-going...kind of a.....hmmm...kinda guy if that makes any sense. But today.. I was laughing so hard..I wonder what it will be like when Jarren and Jeff leave. Me and Jeff have become good friends ...but............ I can't believe that it took 2 years for that to actually happen. I guess it's because my freshman year...I was so freakin shy ..oh man........... I didn't talk to anyone, and when someone did talk to me..I thought they were wierd. Strange I know..but really. Jeff told me one time that he didn't know what he was gonna do without swimming. I don't know what I'm gonna do. Sometimes I feel like it's my whole life ..and without it... I am gonna be so freakin bored. I mean..it gives me something to do..it keeps me in shape, I've made good friends, I love my coach, I like how everyone is like family. I mean I would much rather hang out at the pool..then at my house..unless those guys came with me. Jeff is like my older brother that I don't have. I consider him my brother and I look up to him alot. What am I gonna do without my brother.?.......... I don't like to think about it, but where is he gonna go, who am I gonna laugh with, what am I gonna do with Lindsey (she's in love with the kid). I won't see his awesome brown van in the parking lot anymore..I won't see him strutting in the halls. He'll be like...... GONE! .......... That is a depressing thought..but I know that he will come and visit..and if he dares not..I shall go to his college and break into his room (jk). But really I love that kid..and he better come back now and then. He's awesome. Love ya Jeff!!!