last night had to be the hardest night of my life. My friend crystal tried to kill herself... She asked me on MSn how many Anti Depressants it takes to kill somebody, i told her that there was no way i was letting her know that and that i wouldnt let her do it. I called her and spent the next hour trying to talk her down from it... she took 32 pills. I told cory over MSN to go over to her place and stop her. and he ran there and stopped her from taking any more... there were only six left in the bottle. She made cory promise not to tell her mom... So i had to tell her mother... I dont know what I would have done if she hadnt been stopped.... oh god... they took crystal to the hospital. Cory went as well. And called me from there and told me that they were waiting in a room and crystals blood pressure was above 100 and rising. I told crystal that i loved her and as soon s she gave the phone back to cory i broke down.. i cant believe it.. i saved a life last night... After cory got home(about midnight) he called me, which i was on the other line with randi trying to calm down, and he came over. We ended up laying on my bed talking and discusing what we were going to do, what we were going to say, what we did. and believe it not, sex. But i need to go... time to face the day... -candy