Ryan said he wants space. Not SPACE. but just more space. he says it upsets him that it upsets me when we dont do something together. after spending the whole day together. Which is understandable. Sometimes lots of time is too much time. I do love him so. And he kept telling me how much he loves me. And it's just that he needs time on his own more often... because he needs time to be a boy. lol Meh. It's not a huge deal. he doesnt want SPACE from me. When i kinda kept away from him after he told me he tackled me to him and explained that he didnt want space from ME as much as he just wanted space... in genreal... i dont get how to explain it. But you know what i mean right? Not touch space, but time space. get it? ------------------------------------------ Other than that my days have been lacking of substance. I'm cranky and not enoying our monthly visit from Aunt Rose. She's a big SKANK if i do say so myself. what do ya think ladies. YEA! thats right! ------------------------------------------- Daddy insists that I "Take off Eh, ya big Hoser" ------------------------------------------ So I guess i should 'take Off" and it that means ( it's CANADIAN) Get off the computer. -------------------------------------------- So Here I go. Love you all ---------------------------------------- Especialy You Ryan ------------------------------------------- -Candise