I'm sorry about last night. I know you keep telling me not t be sorry. That it isnt my fault. But i cnat help but say it. You didnt know what you were getting into when you first took me out. You didnt know what you were getting into when we first kissed. But you did know what was going on when you said you loved me. I know.... I do. I know now that you really do. And i dont know why and i dont know what i did to deserve you. But whatever it is. i hope i can do it a million times over just to keep you. When i got home i tried to talk to my dad. he doesnt care. he said i dont need to go to the walk-in-clinique, it's just a cold. BUt colds dont twist and pull at your body and make you feel like the worlds ending. Thank you for caring Ryan. And thank you for saying you'll talk me to the clinique, and thanks for saying that you dont know whatd you do without me, and thank you for saying that i shouldnt say sorry. and thank you for loving me. and letting me love you. And thank you for letting me cry. I love you Yours Candise