Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my goh my god oh my god oh my god Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my goh my god oh my god oh my god Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my goh my god oh my god oh my god Yes, thats right. Candise is freaking out. TOMMOROW ANYTHING GOES STARTS! oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck oh FUCK! yes... very muchly excited, very muchly nervous... People keep saying i'll do fine, I SURE HOPE SO! -------------------------------------------- Ryan fell asleep while we were watching TV last night... it was so cute... and it was so great too. He was fast asleep and he kept huging me to him tighter.. and aw.. really. i didnt want him to ever wake up. I wish we could have just spent the rest of our lives like that... i miss that kid..... grrrrr ------------------------------------------ I think i shall go now though... all my loving !!!!! -Me