Why did he apoligize. He never apoligizes... usuallyit takes 2 weeks and then neither of us bothers to apoligize and everything just goes back to normal. I dont get it... he says that he cares. I want to believe him.. but cory! gah. Maybe I say your falling in and out of lust because .. perhaps i was jelous? Not of racheal, but of you, of the fact that you feel you found something.... and now.. i'm not jelous anymore... cuz i found something too... and you know me.. I'm too syubborn and proud to admit when I'm wrong... and you know how much i hate to be wrong... Why am i writing this in a silly diary and not actually telling you this!(copies and pastes to e-mail) There. But still...