So fucking sick of this. I really dont like this right now. i'm going soft, and that pisses me right off! I'm not a softey! I'm CANDY! fuck. this is insane! I used to be to... i dont know... intimidating. and I'm not anymore. Like.. sure.. i guess i still am.. sorta... People still look at me and go WHOA. but thats different. Yea. i figure i sound pretty pathetic right now. right? who cares.
(take myself away-Robin black and the IRS)
The thing is. Its not hard for me to go back to my old self. It's easy as hell, cuz it's still there, and it's still part of me...
But I guess... no. I dont know what I guess.
actually yesterday I spent an hour in one store just sitting on theirc ouch reading their magazines.
gotta love those surf shops
IM on AIM:
BulletsNChapstik
but yeah, i know what you mean ... i think it's progression of time that makes for our harden hearts going soft. Easy to play off ... but i've learned best to not fight the change ... might actually help lol
toodles