This is it.

This is my last full day in canada before I leave for my trip. Maybe a litle upset about leaving Canada because of the patriotism that my Ryan has bestode apon me. But thats alright. hes staying here and loving it for the both of us.... no matter how much fun I have in Florida. :) I'm going to miss home though. And my wicked bestfriends. Especially my Crystal who i havent seen for ages. And My Chelsey who has to suffer through Math alone now that i'm not there to bitch and moan. Above all. I'll miss My Ryan. :( So freaking much. But i can deal. Like he said. " You'd never be able to have a long distance relationship" Proove him wrong, YES I WILL! But you see. I'd never want to have a long distance relationship. How am i supposed to hug him, and kiss him, and see him smile and laugh when he's miles away ? EXACTLY. But really. I'll totally miss him. .... OH YES! I must leave my number for my friends. And leigh-ann is going to florida too. on the 20th. So I need to give her the number so we can get together hopefully. :) Hm. Ryans supposed to be calling me at 8:30am. We're most maybely skipping most classes to spend our time together. it's 8:10am. Think I"ll have sex today Same here Knowing us your right Think randi will even notice I'm gone Same here Not like she notices we're ever THERE. makes sense Dont ya think I'm going to miss crystal I love that girl Really. She's so adorable. maybe I'll steal her away from Adam Kidding I'm so good with only my ryan Scary, I dont want a girl nah, thats alright Getting used to this silly boy thing Not to mention that this silly boy has a beautiful body that i would love to cover is various condiments and lick them off. And i can play with his hair It's longer than mine and so fucking soft GAH Cant wait to see that guy today Or any other day, I'm always excited to see him by the BY I'm always excited as well (8) I LOVE ROCK N ROLL (8) I'm going to go now though... I'm trying to alter a dress on the computer using paint... then I'm going to eventually try and make it for ryans( MAYBE ) graduation.
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It's so ~nice~ to be *loved* in your eyes, I don't know why you bothered to sympathize. But at least I know that's what it always was.
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