Bah.I'm sick. Oh well. I didnt tell my dad because as usual the man would first expect me to be pregnant. what does he think I am!? geez Anywho. I called ryan at 8 30 to wish him good luck on his exam today. He told me that he had been sick as well. I said it wsa probbaly something we both ate. He said it was the medication I took yesterday. he's probably right... I cant believe greade 11 is over. It means that next years i graduate. It's insane. I cant believe that I get to go to grad.. I cnt believe that I wsa invited on the camping trip. Well actually the only reason I was invited was because Joes going, and Ryans Joes best friend. And well I'm ryans girl. I dont LIKE to think of it like that really... and it feels kida nice to know that they only invited people that they kenw they'd have fun with. I'm very happy Nikki and i are on good terms. Cuz she's a really neat girl. She reminds me of walking poetry. --------------------------------------------- I look at you and still I wonder. How did you change my life like this. When i wake up in the morning I wonder if I'll get to see your face. ------------------------------------------- are you going to me waiting.... falling for you... i fell for you --------------------------------------------- I should get dressed.. try and eat something.... maybe study a bit more...