Ever meet a stranger who jut has this effect on you that you just cant shrug off? Thats what Adam had on me. And he's no longer a stranger and I know what that effect was now. See. Ryan keeps teasing me about him, about being in 'love' with Adam. Which is the weirdest thing to experience because when your in love with the person teasing you. well you know what i mean. OH dear. I miss My ryan so much. he's not home til tomorow at five/sixish. Which is incredibly long away for me. Because the more I miss him the more I miss him the more I'll get drunk so I'll forget that i miss him so much and the more I et drunk the more I miss him. SoI'll smoke some weed. Which will make me find the whole situation entertaining. Which brings me back to: HEY HOE! LETS GO!