Listening to: Ryan singing to himself as usual
Feeling: troubled
We're leaving today! GAH! I cant believe my fathers allowing me to go. for a whole 6 freaking days. With my friends. and worst of all ryan. I saw worst because my father always thinks the worst and is probably expecting me to get buggered up. Aw Well. I really am excited. We're all packed (not into the car yet) And we(ryan and I) keep trying to get ahold of Kyle. I know not why but it seems like the thing to do(or so ryan says). I'm curious if crystal and adam are even going... Seeing as I hadnt heard of either of them paying their 'fees" yet.
Ryan says: hi lover, sexy baby, hi, hello, how is going'
ryans so cute. but off the mushies,
He chose my mood. great. I'm not surprised.
" This is the way I call the people"
I really should stop doing that. Ever wonder WHY this freak talks so much. I mean ME. not him.
OH! he thinks we should eat. fondu? hm... weird and unsual. punishment. truly. I should go. I'm just babbling on for no reason,
-Much love
-Candise
But anyways the reason im not going is because nix is being a bitch about me going. See her entry on it. Its in there.
Sad thing, even kyle thinks that.
And well adam is working, and i didnt have any money at the time, Adam does but yeah, he works 9-5 now so he didnt have much time. Besides i wouldnt want to go without him for fear of... well. lets say scary animals :D
missing you.