and it's the fucking summer vacation. Yes, thats right. I'm heading over to ryans at 8 30... blurg. Then we're walking to the walk in. Blurg again. I'm tired. i had weird dreams last night once more. Not cool. not cool at all. well... baxster is purring in my face, and he smells like cat food. OH! but he sure is soft. I'm gonna go though. (im restarting some stupid habits...... GREAT!? not at all. Seems that I'm not only a bad influence on ryan, he's a bad influence for me as well.