I think I'm in it, and it's killing me. Not killing me, whats killing me is the fact that it scares me.. how di i handle this? At least i think I'm in it. I'm not really sure, I've never been in it before. Never mind it, I've never been COOL before, and suddenly all these people are saying " i wish i was you" you dont wish you were me, you wish you were able to be yourself, people LOVE people. Thats how the world works, People will love you for you. And me. I'm in it. And i just dont know how to handle this whole new flood of emotion. Stop trying on the masks of each person you come into contact with. I'm tired of having to tell you that i like you, not your stupid mask. I have to keep telling people that.. when they say something to please somebody or do something to please somebody. i just dont understand. Why arent you in it? Or are you in it.. and just afraid to tell me you are... or is it that you dont know... Or am I making no sense? -Candise