Everything feels so new and refreshing right now. I know that somethings going to happen (as usual) and ruin it, but god, i hope nothing does. My lovers out tonight, And i hope he's alright. Though i know he's above drinking and driving, I still worry. Two people who make very bad, yet great influences on him? David Dupont and Myself. Great minds get other great mind in deep trouble. Good ol' dave. It's his birthday in a half hour or so. *does the happy birthday dave dance* and no, it is NOT a lap dance. those are safely hidden in my closet for ryan. My dearest, my darlingest. My one true love. (oh dear. the computer had taken me off line in order to dial in the house alarm being set) silly house *Dont make me come out there and kick you in the ear* Well, all in all. I do believe I'll go write my ryan an e-mail. I do love him so. -Candise