Mysterous/Hidden
Your eyes are mysterour or hidden. You never like to go out and meet new people. You never trust anyone untill you have know them for years. you never talk to your parents about anything at all, and you neve tell your friends everything that you should. They say they care about you, but you think they just want something from you. Sooner or latter in life you know you will find that one true friend. I hate when I can't help someone. When I sincerely DO want to help them but I can't because I can't force someone to feel a certain way about them. I can't do anything. And it makes my problems worse because they take all their anger out on me and I don't like being the person people are mad at. I like blending in. I like being the background of the picture and not really being looked at, not mattering much. I just want to be that way again. And I want to go to Buena. I want to so badly. I hate it at Foothill. I hate the people. They're a bunch of fucking fakes. (With a few exceptions) But I only have like a few friends and I just don't like the whole atmosphere. I thought it would be better for me but I feel so loved at Buena and at Foothill I'm just a shadow of...nevermind. But I am. AND I FUCKING HATE IT. I'm glad my parents are letting me transfer.