so today. was a friday. good. long awaited. umm...yea. english was OK. break was wasted making up the quiz. But it was so easy. (Maybe because Alice told me some of the questions?) biology was dreaded but went by quick enough. worked with abby and found cool stuff in cells. yes yes. went to band and umm...sucked greatly. didn't care much. more worried about stupid sbys on sunday. goddamnit i'm going to fucking fuck it all up. lunch was nice. quiet. but nice. and i saw justin and gave him a hug and wasn't going to let go...but then i did. made my day a lot better. tech lit was ok. only because it was her last day teaching our class. monday will be wonderful. i got a schedule change. i get out everyday at 2:20. no more sdl. except today. and our sub. was. kolya's mom. how awkward i felt when i found that out. i thought it was just a coincidence they had the same last name. & then i had to keep thinking about it and remembering that awful, awful night & what he must have told her about me. But...she knew who i was. And she didn't seem to hate me right away like most parents. So that was nice. i went to buena after school was out. got a note from justin's locker. left one for him. came home and marissa came over. amanda came over too. we ate thai chicken pizza and after amanda left we watched teh neverending story. screamed at the movie when vortex died. then she left before it was over. and i went to leilani's surprise sweet 16. had so much fun. so many things i could begin to explain...but could never finish so i'll leave it at that. natalie is a really awesome girl. i got home feeling extremely tired. talked to marissa, justin, keshara, tara and skylar. skylar and i have so much in common & he is soooo fuckin awesome. i love that kid. he's really a nice boy & it makes it so much easier talking to him KNOWING he has a girlfriend and we are strictly friends. i love this relationship between us we're forming. I'm in a good mood. And tomorrow i hope i'm allowed out.