[beware: switching into band nerd mode] so the last 2 weeks have been me going to the merit program, working my ass off trying to perfect these pieces, especially the mozart quintet, and coming home to sleep a lot. but seriously, this whole thing is making me such a better player and i'm so shocked at how little time it's been and how much i've improved. i'm actually wanting to spend time working on these pieces and i'm excited to perform them. [normal mode] i haven't been as stressed out as i was last week. last week i was being extremely bitchy, especially to marissa and amanda on monday. but part of it was from my parents, now i'm just okay. tonight i have a concert, they're always fun. hmm well i don't feel like writing so i'll get back to y'all later. p.s. i hope he comes tonight.