I'm feeling: confused, guilty, mixed up, lonely, stressed, bitchy, annoyed, hated, reminescant (i can't spell...), and more feelings which i can't even put into words. Why I'm feeling these: confused- boys. that's the only word i really need to put with that emotion. because it's always boys. they can't just be honest with you. guilty: skylar's girlfriend might break up with him. because of me. because she thinks he's gonna cheat on her with me. And she like hates me, but she doesn't even know me. And she hates that I talk to him so much. mixed up- I have a lot going through my mind and I need to set my priorities straight. stressed: homework. school. band. friends. family. life. bitchy- My mom came in my room and I flat out told her to "get out." annoyed: someone I have never said a word to hates me. someone i thought was my friend like...hates me also. my "friends" just like...all ditched me. boys. hated- look at previous answer. and add my mom to that. reminescant: i watched simply irresistible and thought about when heather and i were best friends. Is it impossible to be just friends with a guy? I don't think so. But it seems as if everyone else thinks so. Marissa, my best friend, even asked if I liked skylar. I don't! It's just so wonderful to have someone I can talk to and NOT worry about the whole relationship thing with and I want to talk about how wonderful that is. Not because I like him. Ok. well...i need to go think. a lot.