sitdiary hates me!!!! i've made updates like 3 times and none of them work!!!! jeez. i hate whores. i hate a lot of stuff right now. WOW!!!! HOLY SHIT I AM SO FUCKING SHOCKED!!!!!! lol...omfg. that's just too weird. eric doesn't hate me??? since fucking when? it's very sweet of megan to want something to happen between me and her brother, but i'm sorry dear, he would never be interested in me. and neither would eric. and I don't really care either way anyway so it's all good. wow. my back is like really bony. lol. this is weird. ok it's HOT! i don't know why. i think i may sleep soon. OOH BUT HOLY MUTHERFUCKER! guess what! i might get to go to santa barbara on sunday. yay! so i should prolly do all my 9th grade shit before sunday shouldn't I??? crap dammit i don't wanna present to my gay class. wow . i cuss a lot lately. but that's only in my diary things. and on the phone. and at school. and when i go other places. ok. so i'm angry and cussing helps relieve pain. go fucking shoot me. hmm...oh yea the game was pretty fun. made a new friend. never sat down. lied to joel. *bad girl!!!!!!!* he called and wanted to meet me so I said I would. Then I called back and said my mom called and said I had to leave right then so...yea. it worked! and i spent the rest of the evening with rissa, tara, amanda, chris, rober, and uhmm...andrew and some other people and we took pictures and it was so fun!!!! but then we had to go but oh well. thebest game yet i'd say. because i wasn't bored. but a few things, like usual were pissing me off. and the whole thing I read earlier. what a fucking bitch. I thought she was like on eof my best friends. guess not. fuck her. i don't need her. i've been getting along just fucking fine without her.