my boy likes me. and i like him. and i'm going to keep him. and he'll go to the zoo with me. and his friends want to meet me. and hang out with me. and abby doesn't hate me for anything. and i'm glad. and i'm worried about marissa. and i want her to talk to me. and i wonder what tara's doing today. and i wonder why drew hasn't called me yet. [haha he's probably still asleep after staying up so late] and i love my mommy for trusting me and talking to me and i was on the phone with drew for 4 hours last night and i liked it even if we weren't talking i wanted him with me though and he would have come but it was late and my mom wouldn't like that nor my dad i need to study shit