So I just sent a message to Rachel, Skylar's girlfriend, explaining a few things. He told me she doesn't hate me and it's him she's mad at, but I still felt I had to tell her my side of the story. I just hope I didn't say anything to make matters worse. That would suck. Omg my hands are so coldddd. It sucks. So tonight at Santa Barbara Youth Symphony Paul wasn't there. :( But Richard was...even though that doesn't matter at all because I don't talk to that kid. I only talk to Paul & I was really looking forward to seeing him too. Anyway, my solo ehhhhhhughhh omg I'm so worried about the concerttttt. Wow I didn't realize it was already 11. I really should start getting to bed earlier, I'm always so tireddd. Well umm...anyway...I hope tomorrow is an OK day. I have a biology quiz and I didn't really study soo my grade could drop horribly since we've only had like 2 assignments so far. OH WELL. I really don't care much anymore about that class or any other class. I heard it might rain. I hope it does. In the morning. So no parking lot pe. And I hope David doesn't show up to class again because I hate when he's there. He'll say like one word to me and assume we're going to hang out later that day. Well he's a fucking idiot. I don't really have much to say right now...but I'm hungry!!! and my cat is horribly sick...again.