I'm getting quite sick of my friends simply forgetting about me because they have boyfriends. Or one of my friends at least. Soon to be two. I am incredibly happy for her, yes it's true, but when I am all alone in a room of strangers, the least she could do is say good bye when I leave. and last night i burned myself with the iron. on my stomach. what a dipshit. Oh but I didn't go to school yesterday which was nice. Except that my mom stayed home too. But my weekend! Ok on Friday we went to the play, very funny. Haha skylar was singing along to ashlee simpson in the car and it was so funny. On Saturday Tara's dad took us whale watching with his class (of people around the same age) and there were some guys that were kinda hot. But I actually don't think they were with his class. And then I went to Hollywood with my parents and it sucked so much. We ate at a thai place, went to this coffee shop where my dad talked to some guy, and drove down Sunset where I got to use my dad's friend's really nice digital camera. Pictures of the dot! hell yeah. Sunday we had a concert so I spent the majority of my day in Santa Barbara starving to death. Yeah but the songs went well, I wasn't nervous for my solos, and it was adorable seeing all the little kids dancing. (It was a kid's concert) But I realized that Richard doesn't seem like a very nice person, and I was disappointed I didn't get to talk to Paul like usual. But when I got home I was feeling even sicker, earlier I had gotten really dizzy during one of the songs, my head hurt like hell and i couldn't eat (partly because of my lack of food, partly because all the food i saw was making me sick) so I skipped dinner at home, or ate as much as i could. Around nine I threw up more than I ever have I think. It's weird how everytime I throw up because I'm sick all I can think about is how much weight I didn't gain from that food. It's so terrible. I am feeling the pain from running the mile. It really does suck when nobody tells you they did fitness testing so you have to make it up (thank god there was a whole nother class that had to do it) and you're still sick and you have to run with a headache, cramps and the fainting feeling. And so there. Sorry for the complaining. Not in the best mood today. Or ever.