ok sooo. i don't remember anything...uhmm... last weekend was the band trip. disneyland was a blast! oh my i don't feel like going into detail at all... on sunday i didn't go to sbys & i sorta broke down (AGAIN.) I made my mom cry. I'm horrible. So i cried. And it was awful. Monday: Went to school. Don't remember anything. Came home & went back out for a walk to the park with my camera. I had a lot of fun and the cutest boy ever said hi to me. Old guys are so gross and perverted and horny. Yuck. My voice was gone because I left it at Disneyland. Some guys almost killed Marissa's neighbor so there were all these cops patrolling the neighborhood & Marissa called telling me to come to her house because she was worried about me being all alone out there. So I did. Tuesday: Amanda and I went to see Devon and I felt very self-conscious and gross. I wish I wasn't me. Wednesday: I went to Fresh Choice with Tara and Amanda and her brother and dad. Her brother and me= brother & sister fights. They're awesome. Oh my gosh I laughed so hard I was crying and I had the worst pains in my stomach from it. Tara doesn't know what a welder is. Don't tell her. She's pretty stupid though, she COULD go look it up in a dictionary. Whatever. "That's what you get for licking my corn muffin." HAHahahah. oh my gosh. Today: Waiting for my brother. I wish I could go to the play. So bad. Tomorrow is the concert. The next day I might go to Magic Mountain. I made it into the MERIT program. I cried. I smiled & laughed so hard my face hurt. what am i missing???