well my real mood is firm. lol. thats our new word. i said fun, marissa thought i said firm. anywayyy.. my day was sucky. english was sooo boring but we started out by reading....and then did more reading so that was pretty cool i guess. at break she ditched me for her boyfriend. ok so she knows how much i fucking HATE that school & she knows nobody there wants to hang out with me so she just ditches me for her boyfriend. She has all fucking lunch to hang out with him but only 15 minutes to hang out with me. But whatever, I'm over it. in biology we picked groups. stupid fucking biology class that i have no friends in. well megan was nice. but ...uhhh...nobody else. In band we sucked. again. it's not even funny anymore. We had a sub in tech lit which was good & we just sorta messed around & made charts. whoo. SDL was lame. i hate having sdl on fridays. after school i met marissa & we walked to vons. bought chapstick & gum. went back to buena & saw justin. he gave me 2 notes. we talked. he's so adorable. decided we wanted ice cream so rissa & i walked back to vons. bought b&j's & walked back to my house. (saw justin at the stop light & talked to him for a while) :) ate the ice cream. ate thai chicken pizza. talked to justin online. marissa went home & i just got ready & stuff for the show tonight. we missed a lot of kerria but that's ok i guess. zach talked to us & it was pretty cool. gosh he's so beautiful. & the second band was sorta marilyn manson-esque. It was all gothic & sooo fucking great. marissa and i were so gettin into it and drummin along and whatnot. then we walked to the gas station & bought Lost & a slushy thing. Yum. except not...cuz lost kinda tastes bad but is waaay addicting. so we got a lot of energy & ended up feeling sick. ( I still do) Then we decided to go back inside before Amanda's dad came. The band was all deathmetal and even though Marissa was complaining to get outta there I was loving it. Every moment. And usually I don't like that. But I did. And I do. But I think I only like it live. So I come home & talk to jeff, justin, brett (who makes me feel very cool about my pictures i've been taking & stuff) and michael. yes. firm firm stuff. done.