[edit] P.s. skylar caught us on videotape. p.s.s. "Harmony what are you doing?? EWWW!!! MOM!!!!!!!" lol CLASSIC. "HARMONY'S STRADDLING JEREMY!!!" ------------------------------------------------- I'm such a fucking slut. Except all we did was kiss. BUt the slutty part was that I had just met him about 45 minutes ago. I mean, I had seen him before and Marissa wanted me to dance with him last night. Oh well. I don't think I'm going to worry about it much. It was nice to be liked for once. Haha skylar's mom is the greatest when she's drunk. "Just don't FUCK with my daughter" lol. She said that to Jeremy like 5 times. And she was so pissed off sometimes at him and then at others she was like all "I'm sorry" at others. He thinks I still like him. HA! I don't. At least...I don't think so. He's always such an asshole so I don't see how I could. I have been accepted i think into the drumline crew. Ace, Bruce, Scott, Tyler, Matt, and like...others all talk to me now and know my name! lol. Yea but they're really awesome people. I kept getting killed in the jolly jump. Somehow it kept getting tipped over and I was always on the bottom. And then there was the time when Tara and I were on the bottom and Scott and Tyler were all on top of us. It was so much fun though. My mom thinks I'm drunk. But Skylar's mom was drunk enough for all of us I think. But I was acting weird in the car. And I"m so dizzy. It's so hard typing this. Jeremy poured water on my hair while I was in the jacuzzi and so I got out and hugged him so he was all wet and it was awesome. And he had to say the thing about my ass. Again. Yea, I don't like him at all. So the Sean kid called & I told him I'd call him back when he got home. So I did. But it was 12 & I woke him up. So we talked for a little and then he went back to sleep. He's a sophomore. Scott's a sophomore. That guy from my school is a junior. Nobody's a freshman. I miss Gus. Tomorrow I have to do homework and go to SBYS. Funfunfun. Tara and Skylar...well.. Marissa doesn't seem to seee how Matt is with Rachel. I mean, yea he seems loyal enough, but still. She kissed him on the head right in front of Marissa. MAtt always ignores her. She needs to stand up for herself and say something. Skylar and I were alone for like an hour before people got there and he told me Marissa had told Matt that she hadn't had a boyfriend for awhile so he could move as fast as he wanted with her. I was shocked. But i'm not worried. Because she's a good girl. It just sickens me. I didn't even get his number. I put my number in his phone though. I didn't tell him. I should have. He had me hold his phone...so he should have expected it. I'll probably see him in the band room though so yea. And if I don't see him then...I think i'll be fine. Haha RIGHT after he left and we were in the jacuzzi Matt & Skylar asked if we were going out or were going to go out and then I didn't reply so Tyler was like "are you???" and it was funny. I told them I didn't know. Anaheim is going to rock. Except that drumline isn't coming. Lauren asked if he was a good kisser. Stephanie and Jacob hooked up. Everyone was making out tonight. It was a lot of fun actually. until the end when marissa, matt, skylar & tara were in the jolly jump and skylar's sister's friend was giving me dirty looks and ace was like worried about me. Then I chilled in Skylar's room with Ace, Bruce and this kid Josh. It was awkward but Bruce and Ace were real nice. Skylar's furniture hates me. I fell over in a chair & his sofa fell (it's on these little wood pegs) while I was sitting on the edge. Tyler likes Tara. I could tell. Too bad he didn't get any action. She was too reluctant. Go Tara! I'm gonna go now cuz I'm like woah.