finally snapped on my mom. funny thing is she just walked out. didn't say anything...just left. so now i'm sitting here still wondering how life can be such a bitch when you are only 14. and why i am always considered "amanda's friend" instead of being called by my name. and why someone who i dearly love is being a bitch to me just because everything has to be about her. and why i haven't turned my phone off yet. and how i'm going to be hated even more by ms dowler if i don't work on my 9th grade project. and what i'm going to tell him. and why i'm even trying. and why i dare write everything in here when i have a private diary on a different website. i'm gonna be really trusting of yall who read this. and why...i can't be normal. AND WHY THE FUCK THE DOGS KEEP TAKING MY UNDERWEAR OUT OF THE HAMPER. and why my dad is being an ass.