oh godd. things got worse. how could they? is that possible??? yea. someone likes me. (not joel- well yea he does but whatever) but i don't like him. and i feel bad. mr kellogg was just telling us to be careful what we wished for. well last night i wished that the girl in the myspace message would come suffocate me and that didn't work. i can't go to school tomorrow. positively CANNOT. but then i'd have to talk to him or somethin. urgh. my mom hasn't talked to me ever since i snapped at her. oh well. it doesn't matter much.