god i hate dances. especially when your date REALLY can't dance. and your best friend ditches you to hang out with the popular people. fuck. and seeing all these couples make out during slow songs. and listening to shitty music. and not being able to get something to drink because it costs extra. and talking to the guy you like but acting like a dumbass. and missing someone so fucking much that it hurts and you almost cry. i had to get that out. i could go into details about the dance and all that shit but ...i think enough has been said. i really feel like a want a boyfriend now. i don't know why. seeing everybody making out and just being so close to each other and me being there with a guy who i really didn't want to be with...it made me realize how much better everything could be. there was so much fucking drama before the dance. it was terrible. and i know the previous entry already talks about it but...like my mom was talking to me and was all "i hate how you make me fight with your dad." dude. not my fault. bitch. don't make me cry ten minutes before i have to leave. well i'm pretty hungry so i'm gonna go find some food...no matter what it takes.