all that matters starts on friday. after school: sat in the band room.not knowing why. waiting for god knows what or who. came home. amanda came over. tara brought me pixxie stix & energy drinks for my birthday. picked up marissa. went to the mall. ate at california pizza kitchen. "I think we should get the peck-ing duck." marissa made us laugh. we laughed so hard. we always do when we go there. tara & amanda each gave me 20 dollars for my birthday. dolls. tyler's party. pool=cold at 7:30. stayed in kiddie pool. only for a little while. talked to people. fire. poor matty jr. (matt's penis...bad naughty drew.) michael gave me & marissa a lecture on tampons. interesting. gonna go to tyler's house. but got picked up by marissa's dad. came home. bitch. saturday: woke up late. marissa called. walked to vons. got 5.50 for the cans. walked to the salvation army. got adorable shoes. car of 3 guys pulled over to talk to us. perverts. walked to the underground. mmm...coffee ice blended thing. went to goodwill. majorly attractive boy working there. wow. walked to joanne's craft store. bought a zipper & buttons for my shoes. went to big lots. bought bargain panties with winking smiley faces on the butts. photobooth=love. except when you put in 2 bucks and it says you only put in 1.75. then you ask for a quarter instead of change and the people get pissed. so we took our own pictures with the digital until my mom came. I really do love my Marissa. ♥ blockbuster. rented: japanese version of the grudge & empire records. came to my house. ate dinner. tara's house. matt, skylar & amanda came. cried. got mad at skylar. tara and him fucked (not literally) on the couch until 1:30 in the morning. when we watched the grudge i sat by myself in the corner. amanda didn't wanna watch. and i didn't want to interrupt the couples. then i got really scared. and got between the 2 couples. matt & tara let me grip their hands really hard. my fingers hurt. stayed the night. today: normal fucking sunday.