Okay so this weekend was off the fuckin hinges. no joke. sooooo on friday we had a party at tara's kinda. no alcohol or drugs though because her parents were home and grr it would have been so easy! anyway, it was like me, evan, tara, lauren, josh, matt, jacob, harmony, scott and uhh...bruce! first we just kinda chilled and once we got in the jacuzzi shit started goin down. evan and i just cuddled and stuff upstairs after the jacuzzi because he wasn't feeling good still and they were having a dance party. then it was just jacob, me, evan, harmony, scott, matt and tara. well matt and tara went downstairs and harmony and scott had sex on the bed about like 10 feet away and it was really funny because the bed makes a LOT of noise so evan and i just kept laughing but we had another one of those talks because i'm dumb and i ruin nights a lot. but then my mom took him to brandon's and me home because i didn't feel like staying the night at tara's. on saturday i had to wake up early to go film for stewart. evan still wasn't feeling good and neither was i. amanda came too. she played the drums and i played bass and it was a lot of fun but then it started raining. amanda, tara and i went downtown and got soaked but still had fun and ate at the busy bee. i started feeling worse but i was so excited for the show that i didn't let it bother me too much. when we got in line for the show i found out that action action was playing too! omg i was excited. so i got a shirt that says "Hit Me" and has a fist on the front and says the sounds on the back and then action action played. they were really cool. i had never been to a show with music like this and it was the most fun i'd ever had a t one. plus i saw SOO many people i knew. next was morningwood. ahh she's my hero! chantal claret is way fuckin cool. i got to grind almost with her and then i was right there when she made out with that chick and omg it was really cool cuz i was in the front and she's so cool and ahh! then the sounds! eee they were so great! a lot of underwear was thrown on the stage and it was fun. i love it when the performers do things and the security at ventura theater gets all pissed and tells them to stop. it's funny. because they really don't listen or care. then max took us home and i went CRAZY! some girl stepped on my foot with high heels. who wears high heels to a show? seriously. i also got some mysterious bruise thing on my ankle. on sunday i was sick all day and slept for the most part. my mom let evan in my room when he came to pick up his backpack. i got really mad because i looked so gross. i stayed home from school monday and evan came over at like 1 and we watched pulp fiction. then he left and uhh yeah. i saw him today and i saw his new snake. i'm waiting for it to be 9 so i can call him. grr. but yeah. i wanna get better. friday is the rocky horror picture show! i'm so excited! expect pictures in this diary or my other one because jenna and i are gonna go drag and ahh it's gonna be fun!