I can't believe I went to school yesterday and gave that stupid presentation while I was sick. It was terrible. But it sorta gave me an advantage because she knew i was sick and couldn't talk so...whatever. I stayed home and slept. I would choose not to go to school tomorrow either but if I don't take the cell respiration thing tomorrow i'll forget everything over break. and umm...it's the last day before break! and if i don't go then i might not be able to go to the show. so i'll go. and bring a giant jar of tylenol for when i'm sitting there during 6th period and have nothing to do because I don't have band. i want some real food. i've had popcorn. and some candy. and part of a bagel but it made me want to barf. i can't believe I'm so stupid to believe anything could ever happen between me and him. nothing could. at all. so i need to stop wishing it could. and just give up.