Again. Another Friday night all alone. I mean, yea, I could have Tara, Marissa & amanda spend the night. But I don't know if I could tolerate that. And like...I would so totally go to the Aejis concert w/Brooke and Skylar but I need someone to physically get a ride there with b/c my mom is being a bitch and won't just drop me off. Plus Skylar's girlfriend will probably get all pissed at him more & I don't want that. But he's at the beach anyway so we couldn't ride there together. There goes my night of "fun" down the drain. And tomorrow will be the fucking same because everyone will be at Lauren's party. Yeah, the one everyone EXCEPT ME (the person who's her back-up to go to concerts with & get rides with & lends her cds to burn) was invited. Yea. Well whatever. It's not like it's anything new to me. I have this feeling I'm just going to start crying for a long time. I don't want to. But there's absolutely nothing I can do about it. I'm really sick of people (not just guys...but the majority of the time guys) lying to me. And today was a good day too...