i think i may be sick agin. this is really very anoying. i have been sick more this year then any other that i can remember. but thankfully, capt ended yesterday. this makes me way borers and beyond happy cuz 2 weeks of testing is just to much. sometimes i wonder how i will make it threw collage. but this doesn't bother me - so much. it doesn't cuz i still have alittle while to decied what ever it is that i am going to do after high school. i haven't talked to mat in a long time, which i think there may be a reason behind such a theory. it is: last saturday mat slept over my house, but my uncle did not know that and lets put it this way, he would rather see me a lesbian then with a guy. so the next moring i get and see that there was nothing to drink in my house so i go down stairs,( he lives below me it is an apartment.) to see if i could get a juice mix from him, and he didn't answer the door so i thought he was sleeping or something. so i go back upstairs to find out that i locked my self out. i had to bang on the door to get back in but i gusse cuz of all the noise i made my uncle thought i wqqs in trouble or something. i get in the house, and moments later he comes up the staris and opens my door to find mat and i in the kitchen. he went off the deep end and kicked mat out. HE KICKED MAT OUT OF MY HOUSE!!!!! he was rambling about how it is not good to have boys over and so on. i wanted to hurt him, but i kept my mouth shut. he did not have any right to come into my house and kick my geust out. it was MY house. matt was MY geust!!!! safe to say i haven't talked to him, as in being matt, since. i am scared he might be mad at me, but i don't think so cuz after he left, as in my uncle, we, as in matt and i, loked at eachother with the same stupid look that surronds our life, and laughed. that still doesn't change the fact that the whole incident was still quite imbarressing. i want to make cake. choclete cake with vanilla frosting and strawbarry ice cream. i cleaned my room which was in dire need of cleaning. i had found some things that feels like i have been missing for years now. lol. i was so happy yesterday, because i went to walmart and got the buffy the vampire slayer disc set, for only 15 bucks. it made me happy. well i have to go my mom is kkicking me off the computer, besides i don't think that there is anything left to say anyway.