well i guess i saw this day coming. we are now officially on a break. he couldn't even do it to my face. : ( he called one of our mutual friends to tell me. he said he loves and he wants to be with me but he has to work shit out in his life and he doesn't want to drag me into it. i guess that's kind, but i think he just wants to leave. i wish that he would instead of killing me the way he is. it's sad that he's breaking my heart and he doesn't even know...