i have hated you for so long. i still wear ur clothes sometimes and i still wear all the shit u gave me, but at night i sit and debate about how much u hurt me and how much i wish i just left you. will i ever be ready to let you go i asked myself every night before drifting into a dream where u and me never exzisted. now im here tring to move on, but i still insist on making myself feel giulty for every little thing i do. if i look at someone else i feel guilty. if i touch or laugh with someone else... i feel guilty.im not even with u anymore, and u still make me feel like shit everytime i move onto myself and away from you. mabe u leaving is exzactly what i needed to do to open my eyes up and see what was really going on. i relize now that i dont want to be with you like i said i did. i love you and till i die i will always feel something for you, but i will not cry over u anymore. my tears have better causes then to be devoted to you. i let go of u comming home, now i have to let go of everything elese. i have to let go of our memories and our lies, our truths and all of the time i wasted myself on you. time passes and brings seasons to their end, while washing away all the pains and joys of the previous season. you were my fall, now winter is here. i have to let you go. and now this i know. GOODBYE.