9:05 PM - u know who this is to Current mood: crushed and heartbroken i love you but i hate you and im going crazy i think because of you....i can't hold on to you and sometimes i think it would just be easier to let you go and be free like the wild spirit you are...but you see....i can't just leave...because of the love i feel for you....but your always hurting me and i don't think you know it....which is sad...because thats just plain stupidity or plain lack of care. you can say you love me, and i know your not perfect, but you can't show me...and i don't know what the fuck to do anymore, because im sick of tring to heal things with you and never get anywhere. i can't help but think you'd rather be with the people you hate then me....cuz that's how it seems. i would like to think i know you, but i don't and you shouldn't assum you know me because YOU don't. i had the beautiful feelings of love for mabe the first month or so then things got shot...and your so cold. help me out here.....if you want to leave, just go, but please god please! stop lying to me.