i am so exzausted! i can't sleep at night, and when i do i wake every 10 minutes or so.my allergies suck! and i can't focus very much on anyting cause i am so tired. mabe i should just go back to bed. it's 1:30pm and if i do go back to bed i won't sleep tonight, like it matters. spring vaction wasn't long enough, i go back to school on monday.: ( my enthusiasm is very high right now. i have to go back to 3 tests, starting a new book in english, 2 projects and a whole lota bitchin.hmmmmmm i can't wait... my tarot cards are telling me that i have a shitty life or at least i do in the future. my spirit board is telling me the same thing. according to the board, i will become impregnated at 17,(next year) and i am moving from all my friends. the tarot cards are saying i have an unfaithful friend, that will hurt me in the long run. three cheers for a crappy next few years. ( i am not exzactly superstious but the board and the cards are kind of in a way part of my relgion.) i havn't got a call back from the job i put an aplication in for and that just makes me mad cuz i am in desprite need of money. i am not going to this awsome full of life uplifting feastival that i live for every year.my mom has to work, and aside once agin, we have no cash to get us there. the feastival is beltaine. hey mabe i can throw my own welcomming of spring thing. and lastly, i now have to go to a phyco doctor cuz appearntly i am having problems. i supose tha i did bring it apon myself, but i don't want to talk to complete stranger that more then likely has no idea what i am feeling and or going threw. if you ask me they are just a not even good reason to throw your money away.