my eyes look dry but the pain still rests inside i still wait for your calls and i still think ur gonna break my falls then i look up to memories that should have been shed and the empty bed and relize your not comming home this time around i have to be alone after all that wasted love showed its hard to think we actually got old and time took its course we fell apart everyone said we were doomed from the start i should have listened i should have known because you were never the one that could be held you as free as a bird can be and i thought i would hold you down i guess its all just a laugh now and as time tore us apart time should lift u from my heart so i wont lie here broken and torn wishing it was you i was seeing instead of her