i cant breathe. i feel like i am pushed out into the middle of an ocean and i cant swim. im just watching the water close in over my head as i bob there lifelessly. i cant even scream for help because my voice is being swallowed by the water that is taking the rest of me. i pray that someone will save me but no comes....and my death is sealed. i drown out in the middle of the ocean and no one knows, so no one can find me. what happened to me for this kind of emotion? what have i done to deserve such a profound pain...i am a child and children are supose to be the purest of us all.. so what would a child have to do to be going threw all of this..... my haert is broken and my tears are ash, im not even alive.