this is kinda a curious thing just because it was only 3 questions and so right on! You are hiding Grief. You have had something terrible happen to you, or a loved one, and you are grieving about it. You want to put a happy face towards the world. You don't want everyone to know that you are having such sad feelings. You try to cover it up with other things, such as anger, or being obnoxious so no one will notice you're unhappy feelings. You should open up, let some of your close friends know what is wrong. They can help. Try to remember that anything that happens is for a reason. Try to find someway of relasing your feelings, like poetry, or art work. That will help and you never have to show it to anyone.