mmmmm, caffein. =D emm, wellz, last night i was bored, so i wrote poem. again. lol. emm, and not much else really. hey, im jus curious, ever had one of those mornings where ya jus woke up crying? i had one of those this mornin. @_@ and i also had a reaccurring dream. its not really all that scary, except i have people i dont even know chasin me in it. O.o i cant really remember all the details, but it goes soemthin like this. me and meh family go on vaction (to what town, i dunno). and we stay in this pretty fancy hotel (or motel, whichever). and meh mum, and dad had somewhere to go while we were there, so they left. and then meh sis jus left to go shoppin or somethin. and then i stayed there at the motel. and as i walked up and down the halls, i saw people that worked there, and they all knew meh name, but i didnt know their's (and they looked familiar..). and i went outside the hotel place, and they had like this yard, so the kids and all could play (actually, it looked like a park). and they had "caretakers" to take care of the kids while thier parents went off and did whatever. and one of them caretakers dudes came up to me, and started talkin to me, and he knew everythin about me, and yet, i didnt know who he was. and after talkin fer a bit he left to go take care of the kids. and i left and walked down this alley (well, a tunnel, but same thing). and these guys wearin black trench coats, and had those hats ya see those detectives wear in those old movies, were standin at the end of it. and i didnt think anything of it, i jus though that was their style, so i kept walkin. and when i got to where they were, they stopped me, and open up their jackets, and said "wanna buy....a clown?!" and the clown heads popped out and they reached thier arms out and tried to strangle me. and i fought 'em off, and ran fer meh life. and got back to the hotel but sat in a chair by the front desk. and then this guy (i guess he was the owner) asked me what was wrong, and i told him the story. and he said i needed rest, so i went back to meh hotel room, and it was a pretty trippy lookin room. O.o like, everything was un-even (but it looked pretty cool =P) and there wasnt much color. it was just white, black, brown, and grey, and the carpet was tan-ish. and there was this door that led to a bar, but u couldnt walk through it. if ya wanted somethin from there, ya had to go to this spot on the ground, where this metal door was to get there. and there was these windows that popped out, and it had a lil bed there. and thats where i layed down, and slept. and then thats where i woke up... so...yea...