well, i felt peachy when i woke up today :) which is good, considering last night.. martin's fav song came on the radio, and i lost it :( seriously.. i mean i was doin good. i was lookin at tattoos, listenin to music.. and that muse song came on.. and i was like.. "martin ;_;" and then it all let out.. and i couldn't stop.. which makes me be more.. what's that word.. ambitious about getting there to him.. (is ambitious the right word?) i need to.. and today, i was goin with my mom to look at phones. seein the cost of it, i was like.. "ya know.. i really don't dont need the phone." i need that money. not jus to see martin, but also cause i also plan on movin with my sis and tinkerbell. so, the more money i save, the better. i also talked to my dad's secretary about tattoos. yea, i know that's gonna cost alot. but i've plannin this out for three years. i could wait longer for the one i want more than any of 'em, but why? :P i am gonna price the places first to see how much i will be spending, and then go about getting it. deedee told me her's is about $1,000. and it's smaller than the one i want. so i'm prolly lookin at $2,000 maybe. so, i may be waitin longer than i'd hoped. but, i can still get my piercings :) and maybe a small tattoo. cause, come on. i need some flare on me :P lol. and, i am fighting with this on this group i'm on, on yahoo. it's called christian_teen_force. i this guy argues just to argue. i put my info backed up with scriptures. and he called me a lesbian and a feminist. but, did i let that comment just slide by? no :) i'm tired of bein called a lesbian. i will not let it past me. no matter who says it. i dont if someone's joking or not. you will not get away with it. cause i'm seriously tired of people being criticized because of their sexual prefernces. yes. what i believe, it is wrong. but why stop someone from their right to choose to be who they are? yea.. i'm done before i get too carried away here :)