okie..todays been 3 months that martin and i have been together. and i hvant talked to him fer a month. i hate to say it, but, im startin to lose hope that i'll see him soon. ;_; ugh, this sucks ;_; so far, everythins gone accordin to plan (with the exception of not talkin to martin..). tonight, me, aimee, and bailey hafta rap in front of the youth group. im soo freakin nervous. lol. eeek~! lol. i'll jus hafta be brave...hehheh...me? brave? ha ha! :P i guess thats pretty much all there is to tell.