watch me fade away

i dont have anything much to put in here. but i've had an EDrink everyday for the past 3 weeks :D **************** well.. my happiness lasted long (sarcasm).. i think i did something wrong.. =/ this is part of the conversation between me (duckymonkey1) and cory (anna's ex) (eye_of_the_dragon88) some empty places on there are where there were emoticons.. duckymonkey1 (6:48:11 PM): aww duckymonkey1 (6:48:12 PM): eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:48:17 PM): dont hug me duckymonkey1 (6:48:19 PM): duckymonkey1 (6:48:25 PM): why? eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:48:32 PM): the memorys hert so much duckymonkey1 (6:48:39 PM): awww, eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:49:27 PM): i wanna go back with anna dam myself i wanna die duckymonkey1 (6:49:31 PM): aww duckymonkey1 (6:49:33 PM): noo eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:49:44 PM): i deserve to die im a horrible person duckymonkey1 (6:49:57 PM): no. no. it's just a learning expierence. you're not a horrible person eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:50:31 PM): i love that girl shes so beautiful and sweet and i crushed her heart which i love and cherished so muchn i wanna die eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:50:34 PM): duckymonkey1 (6:51:00 PM): awww duckymonkey1 (6:51:04 PM): but dont eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:51:12 PM): i wanna slit my wriost duckymonkey1 (6:51:22 PM): duckymonkey1 (6:51:23 PM): noooo! duckymonkey1 (6:51:25 PM): dont! duckymonkey1 (6:51:26 PM): duckymonkey1 (6:51:32 PM): it doesn't solve anything duckymonkey1 (6:51:35 PM): i know.. eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:52:04 PM): but i wanna die i miss her so much why do i make the same mistakes duckymonkey1 (6:52:56 PM): aww but you can't die. i know it hurts.. but.. maybe there's oemone out there who's different that you're supposed to be with.. and if you are menat to be with her.. it'll happen duckymonkey1 (6:53:03 PM): jus please don't say you wanan die eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:53:23 PM): u have to tell anna to talk to me eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:53:28 PM): i wanna talk to her duckymonkey1 (6:53:39 PM): i'll try to duckymonkey1 (6:53:54 PM): i've told her before what you said. but she didn't say anything back to me eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:54:17 PM): whats her cellphone number I KNO U KNOW IT duckymonkey1 (6:54:53 PM): she got a new one... duckymonkey1 (6:54:55 PM): so i dont it duckymonkey1 (6:54:57 PM): know** eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:55:05 PM): DAMIT duckymonkey1 (6:55:15 PM): she called me jus before she got the new one. and hasnt given me the nubmer yet duckymonkey1 (6:55:19 PM): number** eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:55:53 PM): when wqas the last time she was on duckymonkey1 (6:56:02 PM): uhhhhhh duckymonkey1 (6:56:09 PM): either yesterday or the day before duckymonkey1 (6:56:12 PM): but duckymonkey1 (6:56:17 PM): she doesnt have her yahoo duckymonkey1 (6:56:22 PM): cause someone stole it eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:56:33 PM): someone stole her yahoo eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:56:40 PM): u mean her yahoo ID duckymonkey1 (6:56:47 PM): yea eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:56:59 PM): eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:57:03 PM): how duckymonkey1 (6:57:49 PM): i dunno duckymonkey1 (6:58:25 PM): her mom was gonna call yahoo to find out if they can fix it duckymonkey1 (6:58:40 PM): but umm.. you do she's sorta seein someone now.. don't you? eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:58:58 PM): SHES WHAT eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:59:01 PM): duckymonkey1 (6:59:08 PM): yea.. eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:59:13 PM): OMG I WANT TO DIE eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:59:14 PM): duckymonkey1 (6:59:17 PM): noo eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:59:17 PM): DAMIT eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:59:38 PM): IM SO STUPID FOR LEAVEING HER OMG I WANNA DIE SO MUCH duckymonkey1 (6:59:43 PM): nooo duckymonkey1 (6:59:46 PM): you can't die eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:59:48 PM): I HAVE TO GO eye_of_the_dragon88 (6:59:56 PM): BYE duckymonkey1 (7:00:04 PM): duckymonkey1 (7:00:09 PM): dont do anything duckymonkey1 (7:00:10 PM): please duckymonkey1 (7:00:25 PM): you're gonna worry me to death now eye_of_the_dragon88 (7:03:17 PM): dont tell her to talk to me i dont wanna deal with it its not ganna happen i know that now eye_of_the_dragon88 (7:03:33 PM): i love her so ill leave here alone to be happy eye_of_the_dragon88 (7:03:40 PM): i het her enough duckymonkey1 (7:04:04 PM): you het her? eye_of_the_dragon88 (7:04:09 PM): i dont think i can talk to u or anyone from before im srry plz just delete me from ur list eye_of_the_dragon88 (7:04:12 PM): hert* duckymonkey1 (7:04:33 PM): but eye_of_the_dragon88 (7:04:38 PM): im srry duckymonkey1 (7:04:40 PM): eye_of_the_dragon88 (7:04:42 PM): just go duckymonkey1 (7:04:44 PM): ok.. duckymonkey1 (7:04:48 PM): if that's what you want.. eye_of_the_dragon88 (7:04:54 PM): im srry duckymonkey1 (7:04:58 PM): you know my ID. IM anytime or email if you want to duckymonkey1 (7:05:01 PM): eye_of_the_dragon88 (7:05:07 PM): bye duckymonkey1 (7:05:12 PM): bye
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um.....yea...I'd be so worried if I was you...soooooooo worried....(shayna)
[Anonymous]
teh w33z3r.
Darn my newfound Weezer obsession. Old school Weezer fans would totally kick my ass. :P

And wow @ that conversation. I hate when people do that, then leave you feeling like they brought their problem to you but you can't help.

Even more so.. wow @ an Edrink everyday for 3 weeks. You should go for a world record. ;D
[Anonymous]
i would like to slow dance the night away forever with the one i love if it isnt too late.